Suffocating

Lyrics from the song Sayako speaks my feelings now
A person who wants to get away.
A person who does not want to 'live' a 'life'
A person who wants to 'sleep'
A person who wants to 'fly away'
A person who simply, 'wants to die'

Sometimes i'm like that... I don't know is it normal or not. I want someone to pull me close to life, give me a reason to live, not push me away.

Japanese version:  http://youtu.be/nx1FUar5gBg

English version:  http://youtu.be/kggmNFOLzxI

I always need a place to express my feelings, or else these feelings would drown me T.T 

Royal Blood?

My mom is from a royal bloodline, from her great grandmother's side. Too bad the inheritance were splashed and wasted by her grandfather. My mom always look different than other girls around her that time. Though she grows up from a poor and harsh condition, she's always so fair, pretty, slim, and gentle when she's young yet strong enough to flourish and take up the burden of raising us by herself. The toughness of reality has battered by mom with battle scars yet she stands like a sunflower, still smiling and enjoying our everyday life and counting her blessings from God. Queen material I say :P

My auntie from my father's side was staying with us for the holidays. Last night during dinner with her she suddenly mentioned that their side has royal blood, she found out when she went to China the last time. She mentioned that our family came from the emperor 'liu pang', I'm not familiar with chinese history so I'm not so sure if I've spelled it correctly. My mom joked around by calling my rich auntie "my royal highness" lolx! 

Well well, seems that I'm a descendant from 2 royal bloodlines! I'm surprised! Probably it was already mingled with other normal people bloodline along the way, but it was fun hearing stories and imagining I'm some run away royal family who escaped death by the Mongolian invasion a long time ago. I'm now just a normal reality warrior who is fighting her everyday assignments in order to graduate D: Wish I can use my 'princess powers' to tell my imaginary soldiers to do it for me, hahaha! 

Princess signing off~! 

Yes I know I should stop dreaming :X

Songstress Yuna Photoshoot

Okay, this photoshoot is a last minute one. It was supposed to be an outing to Sutera Harbour for swimming with my family and cousins on Christmas day. Well my sis Becky and cousin Grace wanted to do some shots. I was sick, can't go for swimming so I gladly tagged along for the photo session. We grabbed our costume and transformed into our characters at the hotel room. 

Mum wanted me to spend some quality time with my family and cousins so this photoshoot is ideal. We had Rachel and Peggy along to help out. 

My cosplay: Songstress Yuna (Final Fantasy X-2)

Peace pose with Rikku!

P.S. I was too lazy to watermark all the photos :P

Yuna signing off~!